“life will be better in spring”

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Honestly, i don't know what my heart really wants.
2 and a half weeks and you can tell me that you don't even care?
or am i just expecting way too much.
it feels like you are quietly killing me with all the unanswered questions you left me.
or is it just my wishful thinking.

everything has linked with you.
i thought after what happened with Tally,
i thought i wouldn't open up the doors to my heart.
Den you came along.
TELL ME, WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?

feeling very vexed about everything.
i believe this is the first time i don't have the courage to pursue my own happiness.
This is the first time, i let my heart break all the way, without finding a way to fix things back.
i really don't know.

God, can you please tell me what to do.

STUPID, IDIOTIC, OWL. GET OUT OF MY MIND. :/
stupid girl, tnyy.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM. YINGXUAN! :)

stay forever happy okayy!
all the best to you for olevels!
anyway, SWEET 16 already okieee!
YOU ARE GREAT, 4 YEARS OF BESTY,
LAST LONG~ stay happy!
lublub<3




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i miss your voice,
i miss those late night chats, sms-es.
silly me.
olevels in 13 days and i really wish that you'll be there to support me!
ended prelims just today,
feel so shag ):

i've the courage to place my hopes so high, but don't have the courage to face my disappointments. SILLY.

been watching 命中注定我爱你,
it's really touching, really mesmerising too!
只要我跟努力,幸福一定会来的.
JY!



i realised that 4 months have passed just like this.
hahah,
i visited you again,
i know that things ain't going to be easy for me.
but you know something,
i am really happy that you have found someone else.
thanks for everything.
it's not going to be easy,
but i am strong, and i can do it.
i wish i can tell you what i feel, i wish that it will be just like fairytale, where you will hold me back.
but it's reality,
guess what.
P.S/i wish you all the best, and my feelings have not changed from the start.
love, letting you going.



i feel so insecure.
everything apparently.
God, lead and guide me.
i've been thinking thinking thinking.
life is so ironic.
it takes tough times to make you a strong person, and good times to realise what you suck at.
HAHAHA.
valentines' day tomorrow.
hahaha.
-nope-
anyway, i am tiredddd.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
i need my weekends. :(

Labels: wishing for that day to come..

why..
is hurting me really that fun, treating me as a substitute.
you expect me to sympathise you;
den when are you going to do the same
i have already made up my mind,
what have you done?
keep on giving me FALSE HOPE.
what do you want me to do...
where did i do wrong? :/
i don't wanna do this anymore... really.

Labels: i pray that one day it won't hurt this badly anymore;

honestly, i feel so @@@@QWFABWF
LOL.
YOU LIAR. YOU ARE THE BIGGEST LIAR!
okay, i hate my mixed feelings.
okay, i seriously dunno where else to find my motivation.
i've been down the past 2 months..
GOSH.
i feel like i am in hell.
except for 17 and 18 december.
thanks peeps; btw.
can i pretend?
hahah! so cool lorh!
FAUSTINA TAN= MISS TAN'S COUSIN. :p